Survival

She viewed the world thru a curtain of tears
Shimmering, shiny and wrought with her fears
She held her head high and vowed to be brave
Without courage this place would lead to her grave

Determination her armor, a life was her goal
A smile on her face, she excelled at her role
Shunned all contentment, embraced the big blind
She planned all her moves, no failure in mind

Shame threatened to eat her, she held it at bay
Would not let it own her, she’d beat this one day
Somewhere in her mind, she knew they were wrong
Knew they didn’t count on her being so strong

Through all her young life these demons she’d fight
As the man witch had warned her, it took all her might
The users and abusers they came and they went
Clever their words but she saw their intent

All relationships tainted with a trace of mistrust
She ached to be loved for that was a must
Forged some great friendships, learned how to give
Learned that giving love is the best way to live


© CBG 2010